Friday, September 16

Hibernation

This site ain't dead, it's just in hibernation.
I'm going to resurrect this site soon.. Once I find the time to fix it. It'll probably be for more heavy stuffs. My i.ph blog is for my journal for now.

I'll keep you all posted.. While it's in hiatus check out my other blog
twistedkai hope to see you when this opens up again. Ciao



Monday, September 5

Weight issues and heavy matter.

Ok, so I'm heavy.. I weigh about 85-90 kilos. And may I say that I'm not that ashamed about it anymore. I don't like making excuses about it. I love to eat. But I'm not the type of person who lives just to eat. I like to try out new food every once in a while with good friends. I enjoy good food with good company. But food ain't a passion. Reading is my passion.

Yesterday, my bf and I went to Edsa Shangri la in hopes of catching Eiga Sai's 2nd film for that day. So syempre hanap kami nang taxi.. pag sakay ko nang taxi, the driver made a joke kung saan kami pupunta, akala ko ang sabi nya kaya double ang bayad kasi traffic.. ndi pala.. kasi malaki ako.. and i was like.. so close to tears already. i guess my bf sensed that i'm going to cry that he took my hand and held it so tight. (nothing beats the warm feeling that there is someone in this whole fucking universe that finds you sexy... even if you know the truth that your not.) so yun.

tapos.. 2 of my friends commented something about me looking like a famed character in a comics. so di ba since friends i had mixed feelings, either to let it just pass or be so mad and pissed off with them. i chose both. i easily forgive a person as long as na resolve na yung issue. so i guess after this post, ok na ako. i hope. kasi naman, i don't look like aling mcbeal (of beerkada) nor do i look like manang bola (batibot) at lalong ayaw ko icompare sa pugad baboy. i'm being so maarte i know, pero wag nyo naman laitin ako. kasi, after all love ko lahat nang mga kaibigan ko.

I remember a shitty guy who once boasted to a friend " If Kai, had been thinner she would have enjoyed having sex with me." Yeah right.. Maybe you try taking a bath first.