Alerts: Drama mode

I'm in a sentimental mode right now. I feel like writing lyrics or poems.
But I know I ain't great. Hence it makes me think that I should have taken up the course that was being offered to me by UP. Creative Writing, hay, maybe that would have helped me a lot.

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every once in a while, i find myself in the midst of things thinking of the what if..

but everytime i do that

there will be something/someone that would wake me up and make me thankful of where i am right now..


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the funny thing about love
is that you won't know
what your missing
until it hits you.

and when it does hit you
mixed feeling haunts you down
at times you'll feel secure
but there comes the wind to bring your hopes crashing down

all you could do about it
just keep your fingers crossed that
someday..
you'll look back and laugh about all of this.

Random thoughts

be there for me when i fall

so someone would catch me

i don't want just somebody

i want it to be you..

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i'm a girl who craves

for cold cookie dough and warm flesh

i placed myself in such a mess

but i know i gotta be brave

i heat up on instant touch

cold baths don't help me much

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Don't mind me, I'm feeling sad and sleepy

so you think you know everything?

yay.. am still sleepy but my mind is already functioning properly.. i just hope my medsurgery classes don't last long.. kasi i know na i won't i'd feel so sleepy and so grouchy and grumpy than needed.. not that i'm a grumpy person.. (i'm a generally happy person) it's just that sometimes.. naiinis din naman ako lalo na sa system.. (sa school, sa government.. etc..)

yesterday was the last day of the book signing sa GJ nang beerkada..

out of fun.. lumabas kami ni oliver to offer the buttons.. ang una ko munang sinasabi was "hi, nagbabasa ka ba nang beerkada? no? eh the philippine star? ndi din?" amp.. meron pa yung sa loob nang GJ.. "hi miss, do you read beerkada books? we have the author right here, and you could have the books signed by him.. (alangan naman ibang tao pumirma..) meron buttons and books na available and pag nagkaroon nang 500 pesos worth na items kayong nakuha you get a caricature from the cartoonist.. " the girl's reaction was "ahh.. di ba nasa tv ito? yung sa myx?" and i was like.. "uhmm no.. barkada trip yun eh.. beerkada ito.. "

so.. yun wala lang.. no biggie para sa akin.. it's just that ah ewan.. ndi ko sya ma- voice out properly for fear na ang makuha ko rin reactions ay negative..

kasi naman napapansin ko people enjoy stupid entertainment.. why? simple para masabi nila na mas matalino sila.. and that they could fully interact with it.. kasi i noticed that entertainment magazines (eh ndi naman sila mukhang magazines..parang fillers lang) are abound.. and they command a good price.. eh yung magagandang magazines like culture crash, questor, are kaput.. stop printing.. why??


no biggie.. pero di ba waste of brain cells yun? kasi the brain is like a sponge.. it absorbs all the knowledge that you would like to fill it with.. eh pag crap laman nyan.. crap din ang lalabas sa iyo (not literally..) "constipation of the brain, diarhea of the mouth.." or something like that..

Nothing

-I was itching to post something. Mind not functioning properly, wish my PC could run SIMS 2. Or if not, I wish I could find SimCity or ZEUS. I wish I could find a store that sells Rages of Mages and Monopoly Casino. Weeh. Old school games for old school me.